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Subliminals (Bandcamp Edition)

by Jennifer Juan

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1.
Biro 04:52
You do your best work Under the soft moonlight You pick up your pen And on me you start to write Write your name across me In the way you touch me Write me how you want me You pick up your pen (Baby you’re a narcissist) And you start to write (But that’s just how it is) You pick up your pen And you start to write You do your best work When I can’t say a word Surrendering speechlessly To shit I’ve already heard Write your name across me In the way you touch me Write me how you want me You pick up your pen (Baby you’re a narcissist) And you start to write (But that’s just how it is) You pick up your pen (Baby you’re a narcissist) And you start to write (But that’s just how it is) And now you’re talking again and again Wow he’s so fucking smart You do your best work Under the soft moonlight You pick up your pen And on me you start to write You pick up your pen (Baby you’re a narcissist) And you start to write (But that’s just how it is) You pick up your pen Oh my God He’s a fucking genius Wow Oh my God Look He can hold a pen and be a pervert at the same time Geez dude Ugh His Mind Iconic Ugh Wow Woke Bae or whatever (Sighs) Oy vey (Laughter)
2.
I don’t wanna be dead But I don’t wanna be here I’m wrapped up in the guilt Of all the things we built And the worst part is That when I stand upon the bridge I think of falling through the floor ‘Til you can’t see me anymore I still see you I heard you never moved on Things were never the same You tried to be a good man But you messed it up all over again You’re chasing me But I can’t be your girl I’m sorry I had to run to the ends of the earth Just to let you love me I broke your heart But I’m still here I torture you And that’s my fear Can’t make it stop You won’t move on And I don’t want you to I had to run to the ends of the earth Just to let you love me But she’s still there And you’re still calling me I had to run to the ends of the earth Just to tell you that I’m sorry We tore the whole world apart But I just can’t stop falling I broke your heart But I’m still here I torture you And that’s my fear Can’t make it stop You won’t move on And I don’t want you to I had to run to the ends of the earth Just to let you love me But she’s still waiting And you’re still you’re still calling me I had to run to the ends of the earth Just to let you love me I broke two hearts But I’m still here I wrecked your world And that’s my fear I had to run to the ends To the ends of the earth Just to let you Just to let you Love me You don’t stop calling Calling I can’t stop falling Falling I heard you never moved on I heard things were never the same I see you trying to be a good man I help you fuck it up All over again I had to run to the ends of the earth Just to let you love me I had to run to the ends of the earth Just to let you love me I had to run to the ends of the earth Just to let you love me I had to run to the ends of the earth Just to let you love me
3.
In Paris In Paris Water guns Yeah We’re having fun My daddy and me He makes me cry But I don’t care My passport and my body Ain’t going nowhere Baby We’re so reckless Baby That’s just splendid You say I’m cute And I’m offended Because I know you like me helpless I’m in too deep Your pretty fool Not like before When I was sure I didn’t care ‘Cause I was oh so cool I’m in Paris What you gonna do to me I’m drinking vodka from the water gun That he’s spraying at me Get your hands dirty Take of your ring An ancient promise To someone who don’t matter It don’t mean a thing Baby We’re so reckless Hey baby Now your wife’s dead You say I’m cute And I’m offended Because I know you like me helpless In Paris In Paris Water guns Yeah We’re having fun My man and me My man and me Baby that’s just Baby that’s just Baby that’s just In Paris In Paris Drinking vodka What you gonna do to me ​
4.
Subliminals 03:16
I’ve been drinking way too much Listening to subliminals Waiting not to wait for you Magical but miserable Hung up Hold up Tell me what I’m supposed to do Waiting not to wait around Not to wait right here for you Just let me cry for a minute Been wasting time in my feelings But it’s alright ’cause I needed To know that I’m alive without you I’ve been drinking way too much Listening to subliminals Waiting not to wait for you I’m magical but miserable I’ve been drinking way too much Listening to subliminals Waiting not to wait for you Magical but miserable Hung up Hold up Tell me what I’m supposed to do Waiting not to wait around Not to wait right here for you Just let me cry for a minute Been wasting time in my feelings But it’s alright ’cause I needed To know that I’m alive without you Wait a minute Just a minute Been wasting all this time in my feelings But it’s alright ’cause I needed To know that I’m alive without you Just let me cry for a minute Been wasting time in my feelings But it’s alright ’cause I needed To know that I’m alive without you
5.
White Wine 05:38
I drank a bottle of your white wine ‘Cause it reminded me of you I think about you all the fucking time I paint your name on my waist Bright blue I leave my fingers above the covers As I sleep So I’ll wake to you holding my hand I I don’t remember being this sentimental I hope you forgive and understand Everyone knows just who I mean Because I’ll taste it again And I’ll chase you again And I’ll drink your wine all over again Mm yeah I’m coming of age And I’m coming apart When I think about being Your nervous, new art Hang with me Gallery Minimalist hearts You know that I won’t call you by your name Though everybody knows just who I mean I’m not gonna call you Because we both know where that leads Are you drinking right now? Tell me what it means Are you drinking right now? Tell me where this leads Oh You’re still my girl I drink your white wine I pretend that you’re mine I pretend that you’re mine Why do I miss you? Why do I miss you? Why do I miss you? Why do I miss you? Why do I miss you? Why do I miss you? Why do I miss you? Why do I miss you?
6.
I dreamed about you With my eyes wide open Thinking of what I didn’t say The truest words unspoken You are angelic But the devil’s baby You can’t be mine But I still dream of you lately I dreamed about you I dreamed about you I dreamed about you I dreamed about you I dreamed about you I dreamed about you I dreamed about you Just like I always do I dreamed about you Just like I always do To keep myself sane Stop me from calling you My mind is kind tonight But who knows about the next day You can’t be mine But I still dream of you lately I dreamed about you I dreamed about you I dreamed about you I dreamed about you Just like I always I dreamed about you I dreamed about you When I was still sleepwalking I heard regrets still talking You know that I’m still yours If you get lonely You can’t be mine You can’t be mine But I still dream of you lately

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released May 10, 2019

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Jennifer Juan London, UK

Jennifer Juan is a cultural melting pot of an artist. She is a writer, a musician, a producer, a film maker and a podcast host, currently residing in the Kent countryside, but dreaming of the ocean. A tornado of darkness and delicacy, Juan creates engaging and powerful projects, using a variety of mediums and platforms, each dripping with her signature playful, yet powerful style of writing. ... more

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