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Pretend
02:51
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I'm going back to you
Just like you know I always do
You know I can't help myself
Wasn't made for somebody else
No
I'm your girl
I've been your fantasy
Ever since I turned nineteen
And I know
I know you can't let go
You can't let go
Let's not pretend
Let's not pretend
This only ends one way
No let's not pretend
Let's not pretend
That you don't know what I'm about to say
I'm going back to you
Back to you
Because you tell me to
You tell me to
Show me that you love me
As we see the sun rise
I see it in your eyes
You're thinking about those Southend nights
Oh oh
Cheap alcohol and the moonlight
Moonlight
I taste you
Know you're toxic
But I don't care
I want it
Cherry lipgloss on
High heeled shoes
No innocence to lose
I was made for you
I was made for you
You know that
I was made for you
I was made for you
You know that
Let's not pretend
Let's not pretend
This only ends one way
No let's not pretend
Let's not pretend
That you don't know what I'm about to say
I'm going back to you
Back to you
Because you tell me to
Because you tell me to
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2. |
Don’t You Be So Mean
02:36
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Blue oceans
Oceans
And grey clouds
Grey clouds
Oh
You have to take me somewhere
Right now
Right now
Because life is inevitably terrible
And you're my only escape
You're the only drug that I take
You're the only drug that I take
You got the stars in your hand
Red flags in my eyeline
I call you by your middle name
So people know that you're mine
Daddy don't drink tonight
Daddy don't drink tonight
You know that my veins are clean
I'm a good girl
You know that you're my one true love
Ah
So don't you be so mean
No don't you
Don't you be so mean
No No
Don't you
Don't you be so mean
Don't you be so mean
No
Don't you be so mean
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3. |
Return
02:40
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I always return to the same place
My summers always end the same
I shouldn't cry when I'm to blame
I place the same mask on every new face
I make mistakes because I'm afraid of deviating
I can't say goodbye to my old pain
So I keep on giving
Give up my soul 'til my eyes don't sparkle no more
I ain't got nothing left
I ain't got nothing left
I always return to the same place
I always
I always return to the same place
My summers are always the same
i cry but I'm to blame
Placing the same mask on every new face
I always return to the same place
Even though it makes no sense to go that way
I always return to the same place
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Blue Eyed Girl
02:52
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Blue eyed girl
Blue eyed girl
Meet my gaze one day
You just know
That I can't
I can't
I can't stay away
I'm twisted up inside of us
I like to get a little bit lost
Write your name on my heart my love
You know I can't
I can't get enough
Want your love
No matter the cost
You're the only one that I'm dreaming of
You're the only one that I'm dreaming of
Trap me here inside your world
You know I love you
Blue eyed girl
Take me in your arms and let me know
Those pretty blue eyes are all mine
Those pretty blue eyes are all mine
All mine
Tu eres muy bonita
Preciosa
You're the leader of a cult
With one devotee
Just me
I'm asking you
Just maybe
Would you be mine
Would you be mine
Would you be mine
Blue eyed girl
Won't you wear my ring
Two queens in the castle
Well they don't need a king
No
No
No
I'm twisted up inside of us
I like to get a little bit lost
Write your name on my heart my love
Oh you know I can't get enough
Trap me here inside your world
You know I love you
Blue eyed girl
Take me in your arms and let me know
Those pretty blue eyes are all mine
Those pretty blue eyes are all mine
All mine
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Grandmother’s Ring
04:00
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Pick and choose
I’m playing games and I don’t plan to lose
I wear my Grandmother’s ring because she’s all I want to be
But I don’t know if I’m the kind of girl
That gets all of the things she wants
Paths and plans that end in the same place
A life long kind of lost
A life long kind of lost
I wrote letters to my conscience
But she could never respond
I asked my heart
I asked my cards
I asked my God
But they could never respond
They never respond
I left for Florida
In your stolen car
And I didn’t feel a thing
I looked for you as the sun rose
But I didn’t care about rebuilding
I wonder if I’ll make it to the summer of ‘22
I don’t cry ‘cause I’m blue
I cry because there’s nothing else to do
And I don’t drink no more
I’ve been lucid for the longest time
And I’m so bored
Save me from myself
Because I don’t drink no more
I don’t talk no more
I’m not returning calls
I don’t know who I am
I wear my Grandmother’s ring because she’s all that I want to be
And she’s so beautiful and happy
Maybe I could have that too
Maybe I could have that too
Maybe I could have that too
Maybe I could
Maybe I could
I could have that too
I could have that too
I could have that too
I could have that too
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6. |
Mad About The Girl
02:42
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I don't wanna talk about it
Hey
Maybe I'll just shout about it
You ask me if I'm sad about it
I'm not sad
I'm just mad
Mad
Mad
Everybody's mad about the girl
Because she's got mad skills
And she's mad beautiful
But then it's been a while
And it's too much
She's out of style
Out of touch
You ask me if I'm sad about it
I'm not sad
I told you I haven't felt a thing in so long
You ask me why I'm shouting about it
I told you I'm sick of doing right but always being so wrong
And everybody's mad about the girl
Because her madness make them feel real good
She loves them like the movies says that she should
But like ain't a movie
And you're not a leading man
No
No
Uh Uh
No you're not a leading man
No
No
I said don't ask for a mad girl
If you're not gonna be mad about her
Mad girl
Mad girl
No
Don't you knock on my door with a question
If you don't want the answer
Mad girl
Mad girl
'Cause everybody's mad about the girl
Everybody's mad about the girl
Mad about the girl
They're just mad about the girl
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Eye Spy (Poem)
02:31
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13. |
Confection
03:55
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14. |
Smile!
01:56
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Jennifer Juan London, UK
Jennifer Juan is a cultural melting pot of an artist. She is a writer, a musician, a producer, a film maker and a podcast host, currently residing in the Kent countryside, but dreaming of the ocean. A tornado of darkness and delicacy, Juan creates engaging and powerful projects, using a variety of mediums and platforms, each dripping with her signature playful, yet powerful style of writing. ... more
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