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Widow
02:41
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Lights
Lights
My eyes are open
And I’m stone cold sober
Staring at the blankets that you left behind
London is lively outside
And I cry I’m the arms of your brothers
All of which were strangers to your mother
And we used to laugh
I never loved a man the way that I loved you
But suddenly we’re done
But we’re still young
We’re young and pretty
We own this city
But I’m a widow
And your mother is here
Collecting your things
Won’t look me in the eye
And my eyes are open
And I’m stone cold sober
And you go through doors
That lock as soon as you leave
You told not to grieve
But my wardrobe’s black
And the house is full of flowers
I got hours to wish for you back
But you never come back
But you don’t come back
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Pretty Like A Pop Star
03:27
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My girlfriend says I’m pretty
But I don’t believe her
She’s been high as hell all night
She knows I hate it but she knows that I won’t leave her
I can’t live without her by my side
We’ll be awake ‘til dawn
Then we’ll sleep all day
I’m selfish when it comes to her
Selfless ‘cause I love her senseless
She says I’m pretty like a pop star
Plays piano while I lounge and I la la la
I kiss her slow
My girlfriend’s got these blue eyes
The sunrise hurts them when she’s hungover
She likes to drink so that’s a common thing
And she says the sweetest things when she’s not sober
Dancing on mattresses
Sleeping on the floor in crumpled sheets
She’s been talking in her sleep
About how much she hates my ex all week
I hate him too
Me too
I’m selfish when it comes to her
Selfish
Selfless ‘cause I love her senseless
She says I’m pretty like a pop star
Plays piano while I lounge and I la la la
I kiss her slow
She wants me so
I kiss her slow
Everybody knows
She’s got my soul
She says I’m pretty like a pop star
Plays piano while I lounge and I la la la
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The World Is Ending
02:47
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Don’t leave
Stay forever young
Sunrise
Right where we belong
I’ve been waging a war
That never meant nothing
Oh look
The world is ending
So stay
Why don’t you stay?
Why don’t you stay?
Why don’t you stay?
Kiss me
When you’re so blue
Sunsets
Made for me and you
Let’s not fight
About the scars
That the world left on our hearts
Let’s make a new start
The world might be ending
And I’m done pretending
So
Why don’t you stay?
Why don’t you stay?
Why don’t you stay?
Why don’t you stay?
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Audacious
03:35
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It’s four in the fucking morning
What is it that you actually want from me?
Like
I don’t
I mean firstly
This is pretty damn audacious
Even for you
I just
Legitimately
Genuinely
What the actual fuck?
Like
What the fuck?
I just
You’ve been running so fast
That you forgot how to live
And you pick my bones clean
Then you ask what I still have to give
And I stay ‘cause I love you
And I love you ‘cause I’m stupid
Don’t ask me why I don’t love myself too
You know that I’m just foolish
Ah
You’re a ghost from the past
And you were never built to last
Never built to last
You give up too fast
And I can’t hold on to sweet summer nights
When time has decided to move on
Move on
And I
I should follow her out that door
But I don’t
But I won’t
You call me late at night
Like sleep is just a luxury
And you ask what I’m thinking about
Like it’s a mystery
I’ve been trying to get away
I’ve been trying to live right
But my door is dented
By the love you’re sending
And I should be ascending
But I can’t hold on to sweet summer nights
When time has decided to move on
Move on
I’ve gotta move on
You’ve gotta move on
I’ve gotta close the door
I’ve gotta move on
I’ve gotta go
I am deleting your number
I am deleting you on social media
I am blocking you on Duolingo
Do not talk to me
Do not appear in my dreams
Do not contact my spirit guide
That is it
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Confection
03:55
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My invention
My perception
I loved a daydream
I loved my sweet confection
You never walked the walk
You never talked the talk
No
You weren’t good for my heart
We hurt and heal slow
I’m never on the right track when it comes to you
Waiting for you
Waiting for you to be my wildfire
Pacing as I paint passion onto blank canvases
They never dry
I never smile when I’m with you
You never live up to the fantasy that I take to bed
I’m in love with my imagination
Got another you inside of my head
With my imagination
Got another you in my head
Got another you inside of my head
Can you break my heart
If you never took it
No no
Can you crush it up in your hands
If your hands never touched it
I’m in love with my imagination
Got another you inside of my head
I got another you inside of my head
My invention
My perception
I loved a daydream
I loved my candy sweet confection
My candy sweet
My candy sweet
My candy sweet
The man you had the potential to be never materialised
So I gave my heart back to my soul
And I let it go
Yeah I let it go
I let it go
I let it go
My invention
My perception
I loved a daydream
I loved my candy sweet confection
I loved my candy sweet confection
My candy sweet
My candy sweet
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6. |
Maybe Not This Time
02:19
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Won’t throw my bouquet
Because I never had anything to be a memory
You tell me that this is my day
But you want me to throw it all away
Why do you always do this?
You push me
You tell me that it’s okay and you can fix me
But all my wayward girls
We found to hell
We can’t count on ourselves
To stay out of trouble
I’m in trouble
I’m in trouble
Because you love me
Time will always pass
No matter how you plead
And the words stay as written
Even if you say you can’t read
And the night can’t take you back
When the morning has arrived
I’m accepting that you’re mine
I don’t have to make escape plans
Rejecting hope
Because it always leads to hurting
But maybe not this time
Maybe not this time
Maybe not this time
Maybe not this time
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7. |
Fantasy
01:15
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I love you
My baby blue
My baby blue
And I’m lost
Living in a fantasy
Now you’re gone
Won’t you hold my hand?
Like you used to
Tell me that you’ll come back again
I count the ways I loved you
But my mind has gone blank
Won’t you come back?
Won’t you come back?
Won’t you come back?
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8. |
London Euston
02:16
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Come and find me
When the sun goes down
You know I’ll be around
Last train to your hometown
We can make it up girl
London Euston bout six girl
Tell me bout your day girl
Fall asleep next to me girl
I dreamt about you last night
Text you this morning
The world seems to shift these days
Without much warning
But I’ll stay the same
No doubt in my mind
I’m not playing any games
I just need you to be mine
We can make it up girl
London Euston bout six girl
Tell me all about your day girl
Fall asleep next to me girl
We can make it up girl
London Euston bout six girl
Tell me all about your dreams girl
Let’s make them come true
We can make it up girl
Just come and find me
We can make it up girl
Just come and find me
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9. |
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Lights
Oh the lights
The lights are shining for you
My eyes are open
My eyes are open
And I’m stone cold sober
Yes
Yes I’m stone cold sober
Stone cold sober
We used to laugh
But suddenly we’re done
You’re still young
You’re still young
I want you to come home
I want you to come home
You’re still young
You’re still young
I want you to come home
I want you to come home
But my wardrobe’s black
And the house is full of flowers
I’ve got hours
To wish for you back
But you never come back
But you don’t come back
It’s so matter of fact
The cruelty of fatality
Life just stabbed us in the back
And I can’t survive if you’re not with me
But my wardrobe’s black
And the house is full of flowers
I’ve got hours
To wish for you back
But you never come back
You never come back
You never come back
You never come back
My wardrobe’s black
And you never come back
You never come back
No
You never come back
We used to laugh
We used to party
You’d hate the flowers
How they litter your body
But my wardrobe’s black
And the house is full of flowers
Oh baby
I
I’ve got hours
To wish for you back
But you never come back
No
My wardrobe’s black
Oh won’t you come back
Baby won’t you come back
Baby won’t you come back
Oh baby won’t you come back
My wardrobe’s black
Won’t you come back
Baby won’t you come back
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I’ve been lost in dreaming for a long time
(Long time)
Because you couldn’t make it inside of my mind
(My mind)
My invention
My perception
Baby boy
You ain’t shit
Had to reinvent you
So you’d fit my fantasy
My invention
My perception
I loved a daydream
I loved my sweet confection
Been the bride of daydreams for a long time
(For a long time)
I never found a way to make you truly mine
Baby boy
You ain’t shit
I had to reinvent you
So you’d fit my fantasy
Baby boy
You ain’t shit
I had to reinvent you
So you’d fit my fantasy
My invention
My perception
I loved a daydream
I loved my candy sweet confection
I loved my candy sweet confection
You never make me smile
So I gotta leave for a while
I’m in love with my imagination
And she does it so much better than you
I’m in love with my imagination
And she does it so much better than you
My invention
My perception
I loved a daydream
I loved my candy sweet confection
My candy sweet
My candy sweet
I loved my candy sweet confection
I loved my candy sweet confection
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Baby Blue
You know I love you
You know my love is true
So why don’t you come on over
Come on over baby
Oh baby blue
I’ve been reading our love letters
And I
I know that there’s nobody better
So why don’t you come over
I’m pleading girl
Fantasising all about you
You’re so hypnotising
Aren’t you?
So why don’t you come back
So why don’t you come back
Oh baby blue
You know I’m lost without you
I heard you never found nobody new
So I wanna show you how much I missed you
How much I love you
Come back to our fantasy
Let me kiss you baby
Just me drive you crazy
I got your texts and the late night pictures
I know that you still miss me
So stop your playing
I’m pleading girl
I’m pleading girl
Come back to our fantasy
The door is open
Come with me
I’m pleading
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12. |
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Come and find me
When the sun goes down
You know I’ll be around
Last train to your hometown
We can make it up girl
London Euston bout six girl
Tell me bout your day girl
Fall asleep next to me girl
I dreamt about you last night
Text you this morning
The world seems to shift these days
Without much warning
But I’ll stay the same
No doubt in my mind
I’m not playing any games
I just need you to be mine
We can make it up girl
London Euston bout six girl
Tell me all about your day girl
Fall asleep next to me girl
We can make it up girl
London Euston bout six girl
Tell me all about your dreams girl
Let’s make them come true
We can make it up girl
Just come and find me
We can make it up girl
Just come and find me
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Jennifer Juan London, UK
Jennifer Juan is a cultural melting pot of an artist. She is a writer, a musician, a producer, a film maker and a podcast host, currently residing in the Kent countryside, but dreaming of the ocean. A tornado of darkness and delicacy, Juan creates engaging and powerful projects, using a variety of mediums and platforms, each dripping with her signature playful, yet powerful style of writing. ... more
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