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You say you’re tired
Of trying to make me laugh
Because I
I never learned how to smile
You say I remind you
That life is real
You wanna forget a while
I’m your baby buzzkill
But you know that I love you still
And then I smile
Like you pretend I don’t know how to do
Oh Gemini
It’s just you and I
It’s just you and I
You said you’re tired of trying to work me out
I’m a fun mystery to talk about
You’ve been wondering what your life’s about
Oh Gemini
It’s just you and I
You say I’m
Your baby buzzkill
I say that I love you still
Oh Gemini
It’s just you and I
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Trauma
03:17
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Say it isn’t so
Say that you don’t know
Say you’re gonna say it one more time
Say you
Say you don’t want me to go
Do you want to live your life alive?
Or are you happier playing dead?
Do you ever really want me to go?
Or is that just what you think you should have said?
I’m breathing too
I’m breathing too
I’m breathing too
I’m breathing too
You’re despondent
When I leave
When I leave
Holding on
Like you need me to breathe
Holding on
Like you need me to breathe
I’m breathing too
I’m breathing too
You say I’m the one you’re dreaming of
And for me
And for me that’s enough
I want to believe that life is a dream
I want to believe that life is a dream
And we can sleep through what we don’t want to see
I’m breathing too
I’m breathing too
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Angel Forever
01:10
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Angel had an attitude
I could never resist
Parked up
By the bar
Sending me to heaven with her kisses
Miss her every time I smoke a cigarette
I didn’t let her go
So I got nothing to regret
Guess she’s an angel forever
Guess she’s an angel forever
Guess she’s an angel forever
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Waiting For Happiness
03:16
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[Spoken]
A buzzfeed quiz told me
That in 2020
I’m gonna get love, marriage and popularity,
So
Bitch
I better
Lighting up
3AM
And I’m still
Rushing for you
‘Cause I adore you
‘Cause I adore you
I’m waiting for you
Anticipating your return
From the night that keeps you from me
‘Cause I adore you
I’m waiting for you
I’m waiting for you
Daddy
Don’t you torture me
No more
I’m waiting
Crying
Pacing at the front door
‘Cause I adore you
I’m waiting for you
I’m waiting for you
You keep me up late
But I just can’t wait
To be waiting for you
To be waiting for you
‘Cause I adore you
I’m waiting for you
I’m waiting for you
Don’t you torture me
No more
I’m waiting
Crying
Pacing at the front door
‘Cause I adore you
I’m waiting for you
I’m waiting for you
Please don’t leave me
I know I’m needy
Oh
You know I’m crazy
But I know you can save me
No one can love you more
‘Cause I adore you
I’m waiting for you
For you
‘Cause I adore you
I’m waiting for you
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Closer To Madness
02:10
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Let go
Let go
That’s what I know I’ve gotta do
Let go
But it’s not so simple
To say goodbye to the life that I knew
Let go
Let go
That’s what I’ve gotta do
It takes discipline to drop it all
Off a cliff
And let you in
And let you in
To let go
Takes me closer to madness
And I just can’t stand it
But I want you so
I want you so
I let go
I let go
So I can let you in
Because I’m crowded within
The scars of my past
Let go
Let go
Let go
Let go
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Your Dad's Daydreams
03:27
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You know that I'm the Queen
Of your dad's daydreams
But you've been on the scene
Since I was seventeen
All the boys that I love
They can't be with me
Married to the drink and the drugs
There's nothing left for me
It's late now
My love
You're drinking whisky
And sure enough
And sure enough
Your face says that you miss me
You know that I'm the Queen
Of the methadone scene
The patron saint of broken boys
Oh
But it brings me no joy
All the boys that I love
They can't be with me
They can't be with me
It's late now
My love
You're drinking whisky
And sure enough
And sure enough
Your face says that you miss me
I love you
Even when you're broken
It's not enough
It never works
My heart's too open
Oh
All the boys that I love
They can't be with me
Married to the drink and the drugs
There's nothing left for me
Baby it's way too late now
It's late now
My love
You're drinking whisky
And sure enough
And sure enough
Your face says that you miss me
It's late now
My love
You're drinking whisky
And sure enough
And sure enough
Your face says that you miss me
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Cloud Nine
03:10
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Hiding my heart in the holes
Left by old lovers inside my soul
I thought you up in my head
Just like Sylvia said
Now I'm living on cloud nine
Tell me
Does that make sense?
Tell me
That you love me instead
Tell me
That I'm your girl
When I get blue
Blue
I'm rebuilding
The way that I'm living
Seeing my life in a new light
I don't remember who I was before
But maybe that's alright
And maybe that's alright
And maybe that's alright
That's alright
Tell me about always
Tell me the days that we have ahead
Tell me that you love me instead
Tell me that I'm your girl
Come and live in my world
Tell me that I'm your girl
Come and live in my world
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Aquarius
02:53
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Running from today
I dye my hair blonde
Just to escape
You spend half your life
Half your life
Asking me what's going on
Don't you know
I can't say
Don't you know
I can't stay
I've been driving in your car
I've been driving late at night
Tell me that you miss me
Tell me that you miss me
Before I vanish into the moonlight
Into the moonlight
Don't you know
I can't say
Don't you know
I can't stay
Don't you know
I can't say
Don't you know
I can't stay
Don't you know
I can't say
Don't you know
I can't stay
Tell me that you miss me
Before I vanish into the moonlight
Don't you know
I can't say
Don't you know
I can't stay
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Jennifer Juan London, UK
Jennifer Juan is a cultural melting pot of an artist. She is a writer, a musician, a producer, a film maker and a podcast host, currently residing in the Kent countryside, but dreaming of the ocean. A tornado of darkness and delicacy, Juan creates engaging and powerful projects, using a variety of mediums and platforms, each dripping with her signature playful, yet powerful style of writing. ... more
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