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Hunnybee's Lament (Deluxe Edition)

by Jennifer Juan

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He tried to be remarkable But he was never memorable He used to call me on the hotline But now I'm disconnected And distant all the time And I've been all around the world Without ever leaving his mind Yeah I think you'll find I never thought about it that much Boy says I'm perfect Boy says I'm a model Boy says when I leave That the boy hits the bottle Boy talks like Aja But the boy knows I'm gonna Leave him on read All day I was impressed And then possessed But then I got fucking bored I don't know what you expect I don't know what you'll accept But that's not really my fucking problem anymore Is it love? And I've been all over the world Without ever leaving his mind Boy says I'm worth it Cultural reset Boy says I'm perfect Boy says I'm a model Boy says when I leave Boy hits the bottle
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Blue Forests 03:25
I miss the waiting In the airport lounge Flying through my head And all those doubtful sounds And if I close my eyes I can drown them out And sometimes when I sleep It's like you're here with me now I get restless when you're out of my reach I can't let you go But I can't keep you with me Try to stay busy I check the weather where you are It's raining again And by now it's getting dark I think about the clear sky Where we could see the stars Maybe someday we won't always be apart I miss the waiting in the airport lounge Flying through my head And all those doubtful sounds I nearly didn't get on the flight In case it all came crashing down But now I'm tired of running And I just want to be around you
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Empty 03:21
The morning alarm sounds I'm surrounded by bad dreams That follow me from my sleep But never have the decency to say what they mean I'm starting to wonder How long I've been losing it And when I get it back I'm starting to wonder If I'm just choosing to see it like that I hate to say it But I'm waiting for you to come back The morning alarm sounds I'm surrounded by the day that you left me Oh I'm trying not to feel so empty I try to remember myself before You walk in and out of my door Oh But I'm so empty I thought I might take a trip Get out of my life for a bit But you followed me And then the whole world Turned into a pin board Of all the places we meant to go I'm starting to wonder How long I've been losing it And when I get it back I'm starting to wonder If I'm just choosing to see it like that I hate to say it But I'm waiting for you to come back The morning alarm sounds I'm surrounded by the day that you left me Oh I'm trying not to feel so empty
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Without a penny to her name She crosses a box And life stays the same She used to dream Of a little house But now it hurts Just to think about Aspiration is for the ones who have no need for it To just exist is so fucking boring Without a penny to her name She crosses a box And life stays the same
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Driving 03:15
Driving late at night I think you might be My ever after So I follow you To where you take me And wherever after Hypnotised By what my dreams Tell me about you Waiting for you Became my favourite way to be wayward I swear I'm not afraid love I'm not afraid love Do you want to know a secret? I love you My summer And my springtime I think you might be my ever after And so I follow you Like the sun follows the moon And wherever after I'm hypnotised By what my dreams Tell me about you I wonder if you dream like me I wonder what you're gonna do Driving late at night I think you might be my ever after
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released June 19, 2020

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Jennifer Juan London, UK

Jennifer Juan is a cultural melting pot of an artist. She is a writer, a musician, a producer, a film maker and a podcast host, currently residing in the Kent countryside, but dreaming of the ocean. A tornado of darkness and delicacy, Juan creates engaging and powerful projects, using a variety of mediums and platforms, each dripping with her signature playful, yet powerful style of writing. ... more

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